Ludum Dare 33 — August 21st-24th, 2015 — Theme: You are the Monster

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Is This Me?

by Benedikt Vogler - Compo Entry

You need Java 1.8 in order to run this game. Also you need non-crappy speakers. Game should not be played without sound.

Action: "space"/"Left Mouse button"
Move: "A"/"Left" and "D"/"Right"

This is my first try on an "industrial" game. Inspired by industrial music like by the bands PAL, Feindflug, Genocide Organ and Skinny Puppy.
This is more an interactive experience / art then a classical game. Therefore I removed "Fun" and "humor" from rating.
The game may be disturbing for some people, others may find it funny or boring but I intended more a replication of a state of mind.

I did not feel to well this weekend therefore total time on the game is more a 24h entry than a 48h.

Downloads and Links




mortus says ...
Aug 24, 2015 @ 1:30pm

It crashes right after the disclaimer screen for me.

mortus says ...
Aug 24, 2015 @ 1:37pm

Looks like it's a problem on my side though, will check later.

Sam Twidale says ...
Aug 24, 2015 @ 4:26pm

Also crashing on my system (Windows 10) on the disclaimer screen (unzipped it, hit space, window closes).

Aug 25, 2015 @ 12:28pm

hmm, I will check it out. Thanks for pointing it out.

Phil Strahl says ...
Aug 25, 2015 @ 9:44pm

Worked on my system (Win 10 x64, JRE installed). Very interesting art style and … surprising second screen. Had a bit of Kill Bill vibe to it, audio was very good. Unfortunately a bit short, though.

Aug 26, 2015 @ 1:32pm

Okay it should be fixed now.

mortus says ...
Aug 27, 2015 @ 11:07am

It works now. Not that I'm entirely sure it's a good thing though :D.

Does it have only 3 "levels" or is it crashing again after level 3? I mean... I've definitely seen some nudity and gore, there were disturbing noises alright, but I'm not so sure about sexual violence. Yeah, you can't really tell. That's why i think there could be more to it than I've seen.

Zeriver says ...
Aug 29, 2015 @ 2:30pm

Well that was an interesting idea. I don't know what to think but i think i enjoyed this "game"

Aug 29, 2015 @ 9:38pm

@mortus: the sexual violence was something I wanted to implement but I had to drop it then.

Sep 3, 2015 @ 7:04pm

Very disturbing at least. Kudos for trying something else!

MercuryXGames says ...
Sep 14, 2015 @ 8:57pm

wow... xD

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